Not Enough...

the weather tonite was just 

so nice so cold, 

and memories really did pass through 

my brain every single moment,

i'm still thinking,

y did i said those kind of words?

why? i am still

thinking why i will do so?

I am so sorry to do 

so,

close up my eyes, 

it's like all things just happened yesterday....

i dint suprise for what i said, 

i just suprise why it reach such a unreaturnable step???

why??? why i nid to do so???

in a 400 metre rally, b4 argument happened,

i was running so far in front of you,

that's what i feel,

i am always just sacrifice more for u,

i just do more that what you do, 

i concern more that what u concern me,

now, i really feel the changed.

suddenly, when u said,

now onli you realise that my blog song nice!

after you say so, 

i just really woke up from dream.

i realised, i left behind in the 400 metre rally already

i am so far far away,

i left behind so many,since when?

since when? i duno....

now, you concerned me more than what i did,

you know me more that what i know bout you,

many suprising hardwork you did, 

i really so touching, but just, 

human, us

when something did for more and more and more, 

then u'll feel tired, tired, tired, 

then u will tell yourself, it's time

for me to get a rest.

i am so fear, that day will come,

i fear that there'll be a day that you not

to bother me anymore.

as honest to tell you, now

except you, 

there are no ppl that can everyday

hear what i crap about,

what am i doing now,

even when i am 

>< pee ><

your 1st suprised move is when u say go for

digi easy prepaid, then i really

omg, wa, u serious 1?

at 1st, 

i just tot that u are kind of joking 

or might not so fast

who knows, 

the other day then u told me 

u already registered,

i really stunted and suprised,

wow, u really changed...

i am so happy, really really happy. 

There are no word can describe my feeling

on that particular moment.

最近，我发觉，我们很常词穷，都不懂说什么了

是我们太过火的联系吗？都聊到没有

东西可以聊了？

这个频率越来越高，

让我越来越不安，我们是不是已经迈入

沟通不来的阶段了吗？

为什么这样？

是不是有什么，我做不好的地方？

还是我们的代沟真的出现了问题。。。

突然我觉得，我做的很不够，对你

热诚，好像少了什么的，

莫非已向那个方向走去？

IMPOSSIBLE! i won't let this happen, i WONT!

i PROMISED to myself i wont!

no matter what happened, i won't 

give up.

That day, u reply so cold during ur lunch time,

afterwards lot of thing i thinked,

from that, 

i know that,

i am still very care about you

i am still so love you

so care of you,

i never yet give up

at least

this moment, I promised myself

i won't give up.

-END-

oh yea, this look alikes a love letter for girlfriend if you read it sweetly, but this really for my gf, good friend =)