Tuesday, 19 July 2011

不完美,不了解


换新网址了

阿,一大堆坏话要说,人类总不能停留在过去,该往前看,之前只是因为技术关系,不会换,今天终于找到了,可以换了。。。 部落格,发现身边的人越来越多,都在写着,有些,我看了,没有说出来,因为我知道,有些话,是不想说出来的,所以压抑的用文字写出来。关注我的朋友们,我已经换网址啦 =)

这两段东西都是你看不见的,因为我Lock起来,不给你看,我不给你看,就是不想争执,我不想我们为此的问题而有个argument,argument是不比吵架严重的,可是,我真的很懒惰为此东西而争执个没完没了。有时候,我真的董你情绪化,我真的懂你心里有很多的愁要去烦恼,可是,总别把情绪发泄在不对的人身上,as what i said, emo was just a stupid reason for u to release on wrong person,instead human should learn how to control their emo, dont we? 当你不开心的时候,不是一定都要告诉朋友不要来惹你,而是怎么去看化你的情绪,怎么控制。当我把文民的答案给你的时候,我就知道你会抄,因为我懂你很累,kl走一趟,我也很累,加上你有工作,根本就没什么时间应付,这个我体会到,所以才给你。没想到,你既然反我白眼,给你谢谢也没有,还给我脸色看,我欠你十万八万吗?你抄我真的预料之内,只是不懂你既然乃能睁开眼,说瞎话,既然说,我没有抄阿,我只是加了bla bla bla,后面的我都没有在听。后补上的短讯,你终于诚实了,我说了没关系,其实还有很长很长的,只是我删了,我只是想说,没关系,在我预测之内发生的。。。 当你对我不诚实的时候,以我的脾气,我真的会给你盖上电话,让你死,可是,我没有这样做,我不是要把自己说的多么高尚,多么伟大,只是,你知道吗,我真的有疼你这个朋友,觉得很想保护你这个朋友,所以我才放下了很多我的底线,认为自己的脾气,都降下来了,所以你看了这篇,不要打给我,谢谢= = 我只是要你知道,我永远都那么支持你的,你说什么,我都信,你要告诉我什么,我都照做,我不会有意见,你说不要问,我也没有问,我没有生气你什么,只是发牢骚而已,lol.

你知道吗?星期六晚上,你的短讯,让我立刻从天堂跌入地狱。我开开心心的在与chia,bro, richard and 1 more i tak kenal playing snooker, suddenly then i received 1 msg, u sleep dy? then i sure noe, must got something again == coz u wun simply ask ppl like this de question, when the question more simply, the thing behind it more complicated. so fine,  i asked u, what was going on, then u replied, we 1130 meet at lrt, thats all, bye bye. as usual, when u say a thing with fullstop, it must storiesssssss behind it, what i am so care about was, y don't just u tell me the reason, always make me fall into a blur to guess what happened on you? what should i do to let you be better? what can i do so that you will not so suffer on that particular time? my mood was just like hero to zero, the environment changed, suddenly, the peoples there turned silent coz of me, they saw my face changed, it's moody. I am so minded you wan to let me know something but not to tell me, if u dun ask me sleep dy or not, then still alright, coz for normal human oso can think of that, if u wan notice ppl something, just drop by a msg enuf, u can direct send me the 2nd msg, but u dint, u purposely send 1st msg to let me noe that it was something happened, gosh! how stupid am i to make myself emo and blur to think what happening on you when u r not going to tell me. I aint nothing can do and doing nothing for u, sometime, i doesnt understand you as what u expected i will... because i just so blur, i duno what shall, what suppose i do...

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