BLURRED

words that hidden inside the heart doesnt means that those words would disappear by themselves. in fact, NEVER. when i said everything return to the origin, it means just everything seems returning back into the origin problem, but nt the origin good relationship. You told me that you would sms me 1st, but still, everyday, i am the 1 sms you... while i dint make a call to you, you also dint too... probably i am not important in your life. perhaps... hmm... it might probably my problem, cause what i hope not what u gave, and not what you are willing to give. human when get unequal threat, then they will angry. Am i angry? i just jealous. or instead you just as what u r saying, u r just giving time and space to me, but what for this time and space for??? let me forget u???? but the idea and message that i get was this time given to me to receive the factual and still, you will not so easily emo, so that we could 1 step by step becoming back friend? so which was ur answer by the way???? if the answer was the first 1, then i can understand on what you are doing right now. but if is choice no.2, i feel nothing. u really just cold to me, nothing else more.

 human really will tired when asking the same thing again and again. lol, non of my wall post wif a single comment of yours, a single "like" from you....This kind of small action seems non important but it is an appreciation of you to me...

 human really a weird animal, last time, i have been told that BLOG was a place which u wrritten something on it and the contain could affect the readers. and now you said, what shall wrote on the blog was just that PARTICULAR moment feeling, instead, i really blurred, which shall be your stand?

actually there are more and more and more question mark of you inside me. i know you can feel it, but still, YOU ARE JUST WAIT ME TO EXPLODED AND ASK. WHY? why cant you just told me by yourself when u can feel it? WHY MUST I ASK FIRST? why ha? i cannnot get it and i duno why must like tat ha?