这个八月，
我
给了自己一个任务，
要对自己好一点，
不要
烦恼那么多事情。
因为，
我即将度过我最后一个“一字头”的生日，
瓦卡卡。
我父亲来看我，
是给了我最好的一份礼物。
超开心的 ^_^V
watch back my july post, wow, i really damn emo on july, 20 posts which create the most since where i start write my blog, hmmm... actually it doesnt just 20, it just i hide those words inside my heart, i am just escape from writting the factual out to reflex myself, i just escaping from the fact.... Fact, a word in which that i had most curiousity on it but just i FEAR to accept it's reality and cruel.
Hence,no matter what happened this month, going to be or passed, this month i just told myself, not to think so much, not to figure out so much, just be myself, take myself as centre of my thinking. now is 4.44am saturday morning, i insomia, couldnt sleep, it doesnt cause of who, just, lols, it refleks from my emo, rather not to think, but my time totally inversed. i HOPE that this is the onli single emo post that i had in this month, i hope the next time i open this blog, i will write something that happy happened in my life.. i Hope so...
my blog is opened for all again, because this month i promised myself, i won't be emo, i dont wan be emo, everything focused myself as centre then wun make problem, that's what i told myself...
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