自己

我都会尽量不要让自己去写部落格，感觉如果我写，肯定又是心里已经沉不住了。

hmmm, this short sem comes to almost an end. Now already end of week 6 already. later 3pm will follow mr.ho car and down kl AGAIN. LOL, oweys i been asked where my hometown and why oweys go kl. lol, kl can consider at my 2nd place taht i can stayed rather than my hometown and kampar. hmmm, after u get know more friends, u might think more wisely and think more positive. it's true. lol, this sem get knows some friends. overall, all very friendly and 2 presentation done hmmm, i think not bad ba! hopefully!

relationship, this word always do bother me so much so much. Last time, i did complained why i am not the 1 being love first, y always i am the one who love people first. Now, finally there was a people that who love and care me more at first. Hmm, i was just... actually everything that before showed that too fast for us. Not the pace that i can accepted. however, i dint reject. Was that i rather i am the one who get hurt then to let other ppl to get hurt? how stupid i am.... when suddenly i am the 1 become aggressive and the girl like playing "fishing game", i feel so... lol, i oso duno how to describe that feel. it is like now i doing thing and the girl "wan bother dun wan bother", LOLZ! i hate this kind of feel, i started to be more aggressive  is just because i hope there was really an answer the showed whether that we are really possible, i dont want a bait release and giving game, it's just make me suffer...