sometime i was just too curious about myself, why? why shall i be worried and confused about some problem that normal people would not worry about? and why always i was just so cared about the word CARE? what CARE means all about for me? Suddenly i felt that i was too tired, should i let go everything, should i just tell my dad, i am coming home on 13th, can i cancel whatever events and thing that i promised to friends and school??? HOME, HOME HOME, not even the main reason of homesick that made me wanna make a return. It is just because i am so tired, i would like to return home, escape from everything. the mask that i wore on my face was tired enough for me, someone please, help me tear it off please.
everyone saw smile on my face no matter what happened, i never cried around friend, is that crying a shame thing? no, indeed i just hope that i bring happiness to my friend every single minute and every single moment that i be with them :)
however, whenever the time that i think i shall do nothing except escape, here come the logic signalling my brain to tell me that, without any knowledge, you are a loser. I could not bear any lose, what shall i do? i tell myself to study hard, even harder and harder, only great result could reward you back with all hardwork u did.
一个晚上的时间太漫长了，一个晚上的时间能改变的实在太多了，我和他，他和他， 他和她
今天晚上点的一首歌
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