Wednesday, 2 May 2012

good weather good emotion good mood poor study mood

according to the schedule today supposely finished all topics and morrow start study text book go get a better result, somehow the weather too nice to relax myself, gosh =.= alot of photos and pictures that are nice that i viewed via facebook, but if i update and shared it 1 by 1, i think it will annoyed some of the people in facebook ba? so i used to share it through my blog lol

主人,我真的没有偷吃,你就相信我吧!!!!
poor dooggy, r u sure there is nothing in ur mouth!



LOL i am not either one, i am BOTH
ARGHHHHH!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahah!!!


lol, 3rd party appeared= really death LOL!

btw, i so so so so so like to help people snap photo
because i feel that
holding a camera and u could snap the
"sweetiest, greatest" moment of others
sadly,
i experienceless =.=
and i duno how to catch angle ><

some of the photos that i think i snap it successfully




this is what i did these few days, slacking around wif friends rather than study X.X

the time we took our lunch at 我问天 suddenly the aunty ask me, "why oweys i saw SMILE on your face?"
I heard and i shocked, since how long i dint heard people said this to me? or in other words, since something CHANGED happened, i had never hang a smile on myself, i just couldn't make myself happy. I am unhappy unreasonable sometime also.... But now i think it shall be all alright =D =D i do smile everywhere everyplace i went, this is what dad my told me, it is polite to smile at people =D was that means i was back as a happy life? a happy Wai Hong that well known by others? i think so, it is a good prove that I'm back 
hohoho!


Tuesday, 1 May 2012

dream


last night was 
totally a nightmare for me =.=

why she could appeared in my dream 
in which

LOOOLL

totally impossible for me

however,is it mean that she appeared in my dream was a step
to alert me that i shall not push that hard
><

a way not to get off from something
,
is in which alert every step you walked

Friday, 27 April 2012

大清早

LOL, duno since when i dint woke for so early purposely for STUDY =.= oh shit i just realised something appear centre of my FACE, just at the NOSE, deng =.=

PIMPLES rowr!!!!! omg why this happened to me why this happened to me ><

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argh yesterday night was almost nearly cried out, so touch, i seldomly would threated like a brother by others. My friend dai fan shu cooked Chrysanthemum for us lol. (好妈妈的感觉)

she thought that i'm joking but i really want to cry jor geh lor =.= i quickly send her down and rush her back after the Chrysanthemum done. i feel very "lat seh" if she saw me cry LOLLLLLLLL so i fast fast send her back after it done ><

我朋友告诉了我这么一句话:
当这个人在这一秒钟已经变得讨厌你、嫌弃你、咒骂你到最后离开你时,要永远记住上天已经安排了下一秒钟走进你生命里的人会是那些珍惜你、疼爱你、呵护你甚至是以你至上的。为他的离开而追思哀悼,为另一个他的到来而欢庆感恩。

whenever the time some1 hate you, leave u or dumb you, scold u and at last this person would leave you but you must remember that GOD treat us equal and fair. There would be someone else who walk into your life, appreciate, love and also care about what you are. pray and bless for the one who leave you, open ur hands and welcome the one who appreciate you.

probably because of the words above from my friend, i put down the big stone that stuck on my back, i dont want to worry so much for others ANYMORE, anymore, i WONT care so much ady, did others would appreciate what i care for them? probably they NEVER know what i did so what's bout me, i also DONT CARE that much already, what would happen then let it be at future, i do my part and what i am now is the only thing i concern now. As Namewee said, I am who i am.



i also learned a lesson that if you purposely to hide something from others, it will become absolutely BOCOR hahahahahahahaha >.< 越是低调越是明显,这个叫?????纸保不住火? LOLLLLL!!!!!!!  as long as it is a fate, no matter how you hide, it would at last 1 day being known, so why shall we hide from a fate?

Sunday, 22 April 2012

confusing emotional

突然脑袋飘来了这么一句话让我觉得很烦恼。频率一样好吗?有时候有些东西对我来说频率一样没有好处,反而给我自己带来烦恼,烦恼+烦恼?到底copy不好还是paste不好?哪个重要?哪个不重要?还是两个都不重要?还是对于某些人来说两个都很重要,因为paste是为了让我能有两份一样的答案。

sometime i was just too curious about myself, why? why shall i be worried and confused about some problem that normal people would not worry about? and why always i was just so cared about the word CARE? what CARE means all about for me? Suddenly i felt that i was too tired, should i let go everything, should i just tell my dad, i am coming home on 13th, can i cancel whatever events and thing that i promised to friends and school??? HOME, HOME HOME, not even the main reason of homesick that made me wanna make a return. It is just because i am so tired, i would like to return home, escape from everything. the mask that i wore on my face was tired enough for me, someone please, help me tear it off please.

everyone saw smile on my face no matter what happened, i never cried around friend, is that crying a shame thing? no, indeed i just hope that i bring happiness to my friend every single minute and every single moment that i be with them :)

however, whenever the time that i think i shall do nothing except escape, here come the logic signalling my brain to tell me that, without any knowledge, you are a loser. I could not bear any lose, what shall i do? i tell myself to study hard, even harder and harder, only great result could reward you back with all hardwork u did.



一个晚上的时间太漫长了,一个晚上的时间能改变的实在太多了,我和他,他和他, 他和她
今天晚上点的一首歌

Thursday, 19 April 2012

故事人生

一根钥匙摇不向
两根钥匙叮当叮当响


一张椅子一人坐,很宽松
一张椅子两人坐,稍微挤
一张椅子三人坐,坐不下
一张一起欲多人坐
不可能



一个容器装水五百克
一个容器装水七百克
就算膨胀了
五百永远五百
七百永远七百

野蛮,无奈
无帮助

哑口吃黄连
无人懂

也无法改变任何东西
不是吗

5度风扇很冷
欲关小
4度风扇乃很冷
3度呢?
依然有感觉到冷


心的寒冷
非常冷

没有改变的是

唯有

508am
睡觉去




16 april, a special day

I saw everyone post up the title that yesterday was a boring day. For me, everyday also special cause we gain different thing, we see different thing and it wont be repeated second time as same, so every minute every second i be with my friends, i appreciate it. Maybe because of this reason, i always tends to be Mr.Ok.

indeed, it was really a pack and busy day for me, wow, busy MONDAY = =' at first i woke at 8 due to clock *ringgggggggggg* then slep back =.= then feeling that i will be very overslept then woke i saw message =.= ady 915 =.= whole noon spent at library, study "kick" was back lol. A lot of friends visiting us yesterday, it is like a wave, after 1 end then another come, LOL. outside was just so hot, library an ideal place for student to study then sleep then study, hahahahaha.

Wrote halfway i just realized it had been so long that i never update my blog with such a pattern in which i shared what i did on that day. Reason? I asked myself for times but yet i dint get any answer.... was that i affected by my friends that beside me? if yes, i think it was a positive way in which i change LOLLLL

If i dint saw facebook message, i wont realised that her birthday was that day. No guts or no feel? not dare or don't want? who knows what's the feeling inside my heart, the most important was that even myself also don't know what am i thinking about. it was like kinda confuse inside my mind... the present really indeed hide under my bed from 1178 to 1294 april 2011 till this year april 2012.... what a loonnnngggggg period of time huh? the dust that formed top layer of the box was so thick, as thick as our friendship that been freeze, u never know that during the flea market, the way i looked ur shadow leave me further and further, further and even further....