回到了家，除了部落格懒懒散散不要update,才发现自己其实突然发胖，哈哈，很懒惰运动的说 >.< 放假吃睡拉真得很普遍=.=
这几天都是累到睡着了，并没有什么时间多想其他的事情。昨天送别了我的朋友暂时会去读书，我坚信，我们会再见。当你问我的时候，为什么你不会为了离别而哭，我其实不是冷血，我只是对这样的悲欢离合已经麻痹了。我不伤心并不代表不是不舍,只是我一直认为，此刻的离别是为了更好的明天，人无不散之筵席，我们会再见的。再说，怎么你觉得我不喜欢你弄我呢（好像说到很gay=.=)没有啦，你不要想多多，如果我真的反感，zomok还去找你哦，显不烦咩你以为？所以哦，你不要想多多，没有东西的 = =
hmm, hang, you're still inside my mind, again i tell myself, is it weather my mind never change thats mean i love you shall not fake? hmm.. actually i really duno. cause recently i heard this quote, which i strongly agree. 我爱你三个字很难说吗?我其实还怕什么?我怕我说了,害怕你说你不喜欢我,接受不到这个事实,害怕你接受了我,我不懂我怎么去维持我们这段感情，深怕我坚持不来，给你带来伤害。也许真的是我没用吧。。。
待续。。。
爱情对我来说到底是什么呢？很多人跟我问着同样的问题，为什么我的爱情路这么短，就是不能一次爱够够呢？是我的问题？I hope my life just simple without love, at least the relationship love is without from my life, i could reserve frienship love, my family love, brotherhood love and etc but just love of relationship the thing which make me had no answer till now, had no result till now, i just once again and again get hurt from it, i would tell myself, i am tired of being like this! but somehow i just hope there will be hope for me in love, why? why human tends to be such complicated? cant just my life is simple? how? i hope an answer from any to tell me, actually my life could be simple with steps of this this this... hmm, really complicated...
待续。。。
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