hemm, seem like it's time for final again >< so scared so scared, must start to study already, this sem i had a erm.... not consider as unreachable lar, quite high hope of myself, a target set by myself to reach, i wan get gpa 3.0!!! hahahaha!
it's been 2 days i dint get a nice sleep, finally tonite i could get a nice nice sleep, haha. erm, reason??? I had used a software called sony vegas pro 10 to make a video for my friend. haha, oh yea, it's her birthday. hemm, 断断续续的48hours for onli 1mins and 33 seconds video, walao eh =.= this software kinda nice o, no many limatation so u can make many thing as what u tot what u wan, haha!
在我脑海出现过了这么一句话，付出，不该给不对的人，而不是不值得的人，因为当你为她付出，她是值得你这样去做的。哈哈，做给欣怡的video，是我比赛后第一次触碰的东西，结果只是换来了句谢谢，然后offline睡觉，原因：？？？ 哈哈，你知我知就好了。啊，算了，说回重点,seriously this software kinda hard to use but just, haha, worth it, it proves again the fact of JT, my lecturer, we must believe in yourself, then you sure can do it. haha. actually this is the thing that i wan try in this process, wheather is it if i believe in myself then i can succeed >< 这个她，is something that i unreachable or mayb in other words, i had no strength no guts to get a try, hmmm....... somemore the girl might no feel to me? it also might be i seriously need a rest to recover what i had just gone through... it's pain indeed >< unless a sign was released, i will remain at origin point :) 我期待，可是并没有等待，我失望，可是未曾绝望，还等着希望 =D
hemm, recently happens something that i kinda expected? As i said, once a thing really changed, no matter how hard, how welll you try, you also couldnt revise back process to make it just the same like last time. A she keep try to recover the gap between us, but unfortunate, how well you try how well you make, it's still the same, haha, coz the problem not at me, as what u said, he changed become more afflication towards you, and
i change to become a life not mine. haha, u r so silly my girl, changes is just to make ADAPTION TO NEW ENVIRONMENT, wasnt what as u said, haha, when i see that, i wan laugh out somemore @.@ i dint jealous in any but just... hemm, haha, life is like tat, 如你常说的，算了啦，哈哈 XD
我这次写这个blog，我真的放弃了，欣怡，我有心没力，我不敢再爱你了。。。我已经累了，真的很累很累，我等不到你回心转意，对不起，我不是个毅力强的男生，如果时间允许我继续等，我只会更伤，更痛，对我来说，做不成情侣，我们还是朋友吧？哈哈，初初应该会很尴尬，可是久了也许会更好 ^_^ 这次，是我在爱情里面，唯一的一次，是没有清清楚楚交代一切，因为我觉得，人，是会随着事物改变而成长。 有时候事情让它自己迷迷糊糊的过，不一定是个坏事，至少现在，我是这样想的。。。。。。我真的累了。。。。。。
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