Time really flies. I had finally finish my last two papers in UTAR. seriously all thing should come to a really serious full stop after been 5 years in Kampar. I feel ashamed not because of i am been so long in Kampar for just study a simple course, it's all about money that i spend, the money that my parents hardly earn it for me. Now only 1 word in my mind, earn it myself, use it myself and just treat them good. It's some luck there that i get my first graduate job in my ex company. My friend always say that im lucky, not to deny I am. thanks to my previous boss, i get my first job, 2 months, as a contract ambassador. hahaha. seriously? yes. far enough, seri kembangan. When you think that you are in good luck, it was unstoppable. Hahahahahaha. It is then until i met her, Kim. Finally, i walked out of shadow which i broke up and being single for 8 months. Quiet, caring, introvert yet she really can cheer me up. Being someone in the totally opposite of my personality, i find that, a perfect match. HAHAHAHA. sounds weird right? There are a lot a lot of barriers that we need to go through. The first and for most, DISTANCE. we from diff hometown, diff status. hahahaha. while she work im study and while i am working she study. totally opposite of environment. I believe, i really believe no matter how far the distance is, as long as heart to heart, nothing couldnt be resolved. Although we are nothing now, we cannot be anything now, i believe as long as believing in each other, nothing would be stopping us to be together. another annoying stuff that bothering us from together is that HER DAD and MOM not ALLOWED her to has romantic relationship as long as she NOT GRADUATED. MY GOSH! seriously? is ok =.=
People say when times fly and when u meet someone new, you tend to forget what you have in passed. For me, no. Seriously, the answer no. It was really deep enough to make it appeared in my dream. i just couldnt forget, couldnt let it go, couldnt put down. i was regret to the decision i really made, the hurt that i made. If there was really chance for me, i would like to apologize. Sorry, i dint know that brought a deep hurt to you. sorry.......
To be continued...
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