my recent activities

pmp gang!

家好月圆餐厅，庆功宴！吃到凌晨3点都不饿

SUSHI BONANZA!

IS groupmates, u all r da best!

Jie Jie with me

Fan shu with me LOL

Bowie with me XD

presentation day~

BOYS gang~

YB birthday XD

endless time update

times passed like eyes blink, suprisingly a month had passed and it had been a month time in which i dint update my blog. i seldom update my blog for happy thing, dint i? majority my blog only update with some my hidden feelings, lolz. i oweys been asked, a happy person like you will have something unhappy to worry or in other word, will i have bad emotion? sure i would have some,or maybe a lot? LOLZ i am just a normal human being for sure i would have some bad emotion as normal human but just i dint express it until a day, it exploded due to excessive accumulation.

pmp had ended for 2 weeks of time still i feel that time passed really so so so fast.i dint realise that 4 weeks of time is that sort of fast. really really fast.

PS; i forgot when i wrote this, so i wrote it halfway duno what shall i continue jor

great time with great peoples

since 16th May until now, although it just like 2 and half week but things happened like tons, some pressed on me, some happens on like what i like. as what GOD decide the fate, when u get something then u will lost something, i totally agreed. 20 minutes to 4am then it will b my time to sleep, since i got times, so i decided to update my 2 weeks blog ><

shall start will some bad thing or good? i prefer to put bad thing first. hmmmm, first indeed, i dint blame for others wrong, i know it does my wrong, my wrong in which i duno how, i dint mange to hold a good relationship with a well build friendship friend as compared to make a new friend. make a new friend is easy but i dont know why it is too hard for me to keep. aiii, anything lar, i doesnt care so much ady, see 1 step walk 1 step lol... but 1 thing i promised i never do, i never have any more than friend on you, no matter you see this or not tak pa la LOL

hmmm... PMP was like a tired busy packed activities no matter in between mentor and mentee, mentee and mentee, mentor and mentor or mentee and comittee or mentor and commitee, it's like a big family who played together as long as u play with them. i never regret to join this program, it just a matter of in which weather i shall back home on september or still continue as second time, if my dad dint rush me back,i really wont mind to stay.... LOL.... not least, shall thanks my partner oweys do the minority work that i oweys careless on, so glad to have "aunty Jie Xin" as my partner XD hope that i dint bring much troubles for her.

in this 2 weeks, i do let my emotion fly fiercely at the badminton court, in which i realy know that i am consider lost control, i never did that b4. it probably mayb i really couldnt bare anymore, i was totally upset and angry. i was with the faceproblem which get abandoned. Shit, that feeling was just shit. nevermind, every1  learn from mistake, i will try to prevent such thing happen on me TWICE ^_^ so sorry to my friends or other not well known mentee which saw my lost control look, so sad :(

happy thhing was like the movies! wow, twice in the weekend, MIB on saturday and snow white on sunday. both movies are great. but the story of snow white like a bit too bored of the story line and a bit make alan and me laughing non stop...

jusco bowling is like very worst but actually how worst it is i not really know, but that is my virgin try on bowling, i dint play it b4.(Dylan who the 1 taught me how to play) HAHAHHAHA! the 1st ball i roll was like the movie, roll into the drain. i get back in short timeand i get my highest score, 67(with only 1 spare)  >< 

糖水街 also 1st in my life, it is fulled with stall, instead we dint drink dou any tong shui but we ate our dinner there. the food hahahahahaha! can make mefull zao ok liao lar, the abc is not bad, with kacang, the taste is like sweet then crunchy pula LOLLLL funny

放弃执著你就会幸福, the book that i bought from popular, i hope that i could really do as what the book title means. i really means that, i nid to be like that.....

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理性vs感性

是没有矜持还是随和？是不服还是不满？是理性还是感性?是大局优先还是约定重要？人生都很多个选择，很多时候就有如dylan所说，一些事情上面是没有对与错的。

是理性的反应？觉得目前的活动比较重要，因为要约大家出来聚一聚，把大家的冷场先破掉，这样就比较容易沟通，我非常赞成，因为我也是一个怕寂寞的人，认识很多人=对我来说，除了棒
我就想不到什么了。可是预定呢？预定不重要吗？我的预定被别人质疑，问了这里，comfirm了这里，得到了那边同意，本想会是个运动的晚上，感觉不错。两者之间，我只能的不懂到底谁错了？是聚会重要？还是承诺了重要？一群人当然比我（因为只有我一个人想去玩）重要，我个人觉得是这样啦？有时候没有说出来分享不是因为我爱说暗话，只是避免争吵，只怕到时候为了个人主意大家争吵个不停。到底是不是因为你的关系，我对你太在乎了，就算再怎么爱野蛮，也愿意放下自己，对与错已不重要了，因为我都听你的。。。。。是这样吗？这样的我，到底是感性？还是理性？

我不写英文是我觉得华语比较能抒发我感觉。。。

为舍我总是把小事看的那么重，可能一个哗啦哗啦的晚上，她根本没有记在心中，因为她觉得，我少玩那么一次根本不重要。算了。。。。 晚安 :)

浮罗游

langkawi trip almost come to an end. a 3 days 2 nights tour really let me seen a lot of thing. It was totally different with what i saw 10 years ago, omggggg, it is really worst than what i seen 10 yearssss ago. The beach, the shopping mall even the eagle =.= wtf =.=
but langkawi still a heaven place to visit and to shopping LOL hmmm seems it does a lot of increasing in price of every stuffs. the beer increased price, chocolate and so on.... walao, everything also naik harga, sakit siapa? sakit saya lorrrrrr

i bought following items
chivas 12
bacardi apple rum
1 set of small vodka 13 bottles
1 liqour chocolate
1 nougat
5 t-shirts

my bro told me that only can bring 2 litres included any liqour products? so what shall i choose? dare dare buy or buy ngam ngam, takut la~~~~ macam mana a?
here are some of the

HOliDaY= forgot everything except play, play+play. who knows, at last it doesnt a trip that i fully drop off my problem instead suddenly took up a problem =.= shit, i really so minded, how come ha Lee Wai Hong! it is alright you misunderstanding your friend, an apologize and everything could be all alright but it is definately NOT instead doing nothing and said others thing. 

Fall season 2 =D

My feeling was like the fall season and i am the maple leaves. Fall nt a season that loved by most people because it is dried and the wind can really blown you up. however, the maple leaves show the best colour in among 4 season( my opinion lar) Why? why i have a feeling about this fall season???? hmmmmm

the best colour of maple only shown in fall 

in which 

winter after the falls,

we will never see 

maple leaves anymore

because

only left the  tree trunk 

of the maple leaves

where the maple leaves been?

they probably dried and mix with the soil again.

or maybe

they were covered by the thick ice due to the snow.

many of them might said,

fall will come again

after the 

summer.

For me, 

365 days a year

same season same maple leaves same place

feel also shall not be same... =)